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I got around to visiting the Cafe today. It was nice.  Kocha's friend (I assume) Jonatha was there.  She needs a place to stay, just like me.  I'm thinking of putting up a poster... "TWO CUTE GIRLS LOOKING FOR HOME". And some telephone numbers you can tear off... Like cat adoption flyers. Might work.
 Ah well.  No use stressing now.  I have my apartment until the end-ish of the month... Unless I get a better job, I can't go to school this month... Maybe that's ok, though.  I mean, I don't even now how old I am or who I am to start.  I'm lucky to have all these jobs and an apartment.
Beh. I'll stress in the morning.

I haven't been to the Cafe in ages. It was a bit annoying, really. I left and no one seemed to care, got myself an apartment, got a few new jobs... But to keep the apartment I had to drop out of school... I want to go back... Maybe graduate in a few years so I can go to college too...
But in order to do that, I really need a place to stay... I can work for room and board, I guess, but need time to attend school too!
If anyone can help, let me know!!!

Otherwise, there's not much to say... It's been almost two years now... Since I lost my memory. I don't remember anything, so I wonder if that means I never will? When I thin about it, I don't mind much... I feel like a forgot on purpose.

Ah well.
I'm a bit worried about Kouji. He seems different from the Kouji I fell in love with am friends with. Maybe I'm just overworked and seeing things.

I've been pretty focused on getting new jobs lately. I got a fun job at an art store, and have been working there most evenings and taking morning shifts at Cafe Mew Mew. This way I can get enough money to earn my room at the cafe.

My bat genes have been a nightmare lately. The only good thing about them is that Gamu-san is nice and helpful... My ears are constantly popping up, and I can barely see when I get excited. My fruit cravings have kept me from eatting a decent meal is so long, and I just spent all my money on mango and guava fruit juice. T-T And there's the fact I sleep all day and can't stand light and when I am sleeping at night it's hard because my hearing is so good.
And my Myu form seriously isn't worth it. If Gamu-san saw me in that costume she'd laugh at me, Im sure. T//T;; And everyone else would laugh.

And I sprained my ankle practing martial arts. This just isn't my day...

My life has changed for the better today.
Just yesterday, I remember forgetting. Kind of weird, but I woke up and I'd forgotten my last name and where I was and everything. My name is Himeno. At least I remember my first name. I know a bit of self defence, all my school education up to the 9th grade, how to cook, and some other basic stuff. I simply don't remember much about my family, or life before now overall.

But even though everything seemed to be getting really bad, I'm ok now. I went to Cafe Mew Mew a while ago for good, cheap pastries, and on my second visit after watching a piano recitel, I ended up learning a secret. I guess since this is a slightly-private journal, I can just say it. I know about the Mew Mews.
Anyways, Akasaka Yoshino invited me to stay in the Cafe guest room after someone broke into the basement lab. And I went out early today and someone gave me this package, with a new journal and pink gel pen. It's really weird. That person obviously knew me. But I guess it's not worth thinking about how that person would know me I'm so happy with the present, why should I care about the past? *^^*